Friday, April 7, 2023
Would you do it if you knew all the pains, struggles?
Would you if you could feel it before?
(Tears blur my vision, making it hard to write this down)
Dad left way too early, there were no one
Maybe that was all my fault, chasing dreams
They told me you're too obsessed pa-philippe
But what if truth was neither kind nor fair?
Should I seek lies?
No vacations, vibes, partys, clothes or things i could buy that could ever
bring back those precious moments
There's no reset button i could press to go back in time
There's no pause button i can press to sit and rest
so i keep running, as if life is a race
The more i succeed, the more i miss the real life behind
I just wanted help mama
Now that you have all for yourself, you realize that your family doesnt need any of theses
Did I fool myself, did my mind fool me or my ego run away
The only thing mama needed was you
Now, we are stuck in our new prison
Chasing everything we see
Chasing dreams
Spend it to death
Who's meant to carry family's burden?
Why god will designed a game that kill winning players
I told mama everything, and she cried, did she understand?
What kind of person makes their mother cry?
I'll never tell her again
So I begin to write, create, amplify the drive
b/c there's no one beside me, the only one is now behind me
and i can't find no one
One day, we will find out
One day…