Heartbreak

Heartbreak

Heartbreak

Friday, April 7, 2023

Would you do it if you knew all the pains, struggles?

Would you if you could feel it before?


(Tears blur my vision, making it hard to write this down)

Dad left way too early, there were no one

Maybe that was all my fault, chasing dreams


They told me you're too obsessed pa-philippe

But what if truth was neither kind nor fair?

Should I seek lies?


No vacations, vibes, partys, clothes or things i could buy that could ever

bring back those precious moments

There's no reset button i could press to go back in time

There's no pause button i can press to sit and rest

so i keep running, as if life is a race


The more i succeed, the more i miss the real life behind

I just wanted help mama

Now that you have all for yourself, you realize that your family doesnt need any of theses

Did I fool myself, did my mind fool me or my ego run away

The only thing mama needed was you


Now, we are stuck in our new prison

Chasing everything we see

Chasing dreams

Spend it to death


Who's meant to carry family's burden?

Why god will designed a game that kill winning players


I told mama everything, and she cried, did she understand?

What kind of person makes their mother cry?

I'll never tell her again

So I begin to write, create, amplify the drive

b/c there's no one beside me, the only one is now behind me

and i can't find no one


One day, we will find out

One day…

Personal letters

Most of these letters are intimate and can't be find anywhere else

Personal letters

Most of these letters are intimate and can't be find anywhere else

Personal letters

Most of these letters are intimate and can't be find anywhere else